my secret song

a string of melody inside my head
unrecognizable, could not be translated
try to trace by humming
but memory so short it soon forgets

every song I heard in my life
each one crossed my interest
every style, every tune
every voice, every type
but none had stayed very long

because I was trying to find my song
that reflects my feeling, reflects my thought
the tune that repeats inside my mind
a melody so sweet underneath my conscious
an expression longed to break free from my chest
a secret song waiting to be found

none other song would be the same
it would never felt right, it would never be mine
it has another story, another expression
that comes from the head of a different person

my secret song that could not be acknowledge
on whatever way I tried to let it out
my voice could not sing what is never been heard
my pen could not write what is never been seen
on a world where logic would never reach
there my song hhummed slowly through the night