twilight manga

I found this manga on the internet somewhere... I loved it. characters are always look better in manga or anime. just look at Bella, she looks really pretty, reading the books i would never have imagened she has beautiful hair like that!! and the Edward look dashing! much better than Robert Pattinson. waaay better. though I imagened Renesmee has long hair, she looks really cute with short curls! too bad jacob's not in the picture.

my secret song

a string of melody inside my head
unrecognizable, could not be translated
try to trace by humming
but memory so short it soon forgets

every song I heard in my life
each one crossed my interest
every style, every tune
every voice, every type
but none had stayed very long

because I was trying to find my song
that reflects my feeling, reflects my thought
the tune that repeats inside my mind
a melody so sweet underneath my conscious
an expression longed to break free from my chest
a secret song waiting to be found

none other song would be the same
it would never felt right, it would never be mine
it has another story, another expression
that comes from the head of a different person

my secret song that could not be acknowledge
on whatever way I tried to let it out
my voice could not sing what is never been heard
my pen could not write what is never been seen
on a world where logic would never reach
there my song hhummed slowly through the night

hyper

have you ever feel like...
you dont have a care in the world
you don't care what they say
you don't care what they think
everything feels so jolly
always bright and full of life
feel so free feel so happy
just want to jump right to the sky
climb the highest table i could find
annonced out laud : "I"M THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!"
then jumped, hoping you would fly
than crashed head first to the floor
than laughed at your own stupidity

been there, done that!

it's been a year people!!

it's 23/5/2010...wow it's been a year since i wrote my last post!!! i kind of ignore blogspot since there is facebook. but recently it feels kind of crowded in facebook, it's like everyone is updated on everything you posted and they would soon comment, not just one or two, but a whole bunch of comments that fills the whole page. and you have to be careful not to write something that would offend somebody since everyone could see. even though i knew everyone I added friends on facebook, i still want my privacy sometimes. it feels much better here on my abandoned blogspot...ahh the piece and quiet:)

anyway... i now move from new south wales to victoria, a new place, a new school (coed!!), a new house, and guess what!!! i finaly got my OWN room!!!YAYYY...
actually we've been living here for 5 motnth and it felt like it has been forever. i do miss our flat in bangkstown. and also my friends from bangkstown girls high expecially my two best friend Shalome and Rita :(.

and it has been more than a year since I left indonesia. the good thing about facebook is i could still connect with my friends from sekolah alam. but still, as the time pass by (ehm..) we kind of grew apart, we ran out of words to say, jokes to laugh to, etc... iguess it is all part of growing up :(.but i knew they still like me and i would never forget them.

so right now i'm in mulgrave, victoria and tomorow is monday which means the weekend is over.. sigh...and school starts again (in case you're wondering i now go to wellington secondary college) so bye!

ps: i was supposed to be doing my homework right now:) and i haven't finish any of them...'sigh

tes b.inggris

singkat cerita aku di ausie skarang.......

rencananya aku mo sekolah di bankstown girls high school (sekolah uni shofi).
nanti mnkin aku msk kelas 9 azka msk kls 7.
tapi bwt msknya hrus pake tes, kita hrus tes dulu di chester hill high school.
nah yo loh.... kok tes nya disekolah yang beda??

jadi aku, azka n ayah pergi kesitu.
disitu dah banyak ada murid2 mo tes b.inggris.
ada yang dari vietnam, jepang, afrika,dll.
trus tes nya di mulai.........

pertama kita di suruh duduk di suatu ruangan.
trus ditanyain umurnya.
trus dikasih work sheet sesuai umur.
trus dikerjain deh!

alhamdulillah ternyata gampang (kyk "is this a book?")
eh pas lagi asyik2nya ngerjain tes (asyik??) trus tes aku ma azka diambil....
trus di bilang
"I heard you speak english. than this will be too easy"
ternyata tes itu bwt orang yang sama sekali blum bisa bahasa inggris
jadi di kasih yang lain deh.

di suruh bwt esai tema nya ada pilihannya.
aku pilih "descibe a place you will never forget".
itu gampang aku nulis tentang wakatobi.

aku mulai nulis.....
panjang sih, tapi pas diliat ulang.......
aduuuh tulisanya berantakan bangeeeet
ayah ngasih pinsilnya yang tumpul sih!!!
waduuuh gimana dong?!
ya udah deh! dah terlanjur.

aku bilang aja dah selesai.
guru pengawas nya liat hasilnya.
deg!!!
"Im sorry..."
aku mo bilang bilang maaf tulisanku jelek eh trus dipotong...
"no no this is exelent."
exelent?????
ngomong nya datar..... mungkin ga serius.

trus dikasih math test.
so so (gak susah gak gampang)

trus ada guru lain masuk. dia liat hasil aku dan azka (kita doang yang di suruh nulis esai)

"this is good."
orang bule entonasinya slalu datar yach?

"she had a problem with her spelling....but good"
mmmmm pasti yang punya azka.

"she defenetly going to high school."
azka seneng banget tuh berhasil longkap dua tahuuun!!

"I wish our kids will do this good."
wah (geer) kali ini ngomong tentang punya siapa ya??? (suer ga tau)

eh trus soal math nya diambil.
duh ni guru gimana sich! dari tadi di ambil mulu.
trus ternyata di suruh keluar karena udah selesai.
tes math nya ternyata buat anak2 yang mau masuk chester hill high sementara aku ma azka mo masuk bankstown girl high.

truss kita dikasih surat untuk bankstown kalo kita dah bisa msk sekolah...
sekarang tinggal tes dari bangkstown girls high.....
huh tes lagiiiiiiiiiii

things I'm good at

1. avoiding people
2. make exuses
3. mood swimg
4. stage fright
5. being silent
6. writing (I guess)
7. reading
8. pretending
9. out door activity
10. give someone a cold sholder
11. running away from problem
12. keep something to my self (correction, keep EVERYTHING to myself)
13. etc

My brother and his blanket